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(Source: barefeetanddreams)

my life is fucked up.

haha where the fuck do i begin? schools going great so nothing there. FAMILY WISE its a whole different story. i officially have no Father. this man that ive been calling ‘dad’ for the past 15 years can all go to hell. he has fucked so many things up in our family. behind on morgage payments because mysteriously $1,600 went missing. apparently he spent the money on mine and my brothers ‘birthdays’ BULL FUCKING SHIT. you havent talked to your son in a good 7-8 months so dont fucking bullshit. my birthday you did nothing. you didnt even get me a birthday present.. some father you are. then you go lying to me and mum? fuck off. calling me a  slut, bitch, whore, cow,dog  and so many other things. how do you think this makes me feel? so many times ive put a razor to my wrists and tried cutting myself because of you. you know the only thing stopping me? my mum  and my bestfriend.  i love them to bits and thats why i dont do it. 

at home you’re just some man i know. on the street i dont even know you. goodluck getting my respect and trust back you fucking pathetic piece of shit. i hate you. 

x

i can now kindly say that im never drinking on an empty stomach again. sdkbknljk :(

Anonymous asked:
if i was u i wouldnt wish to change anything,youre beyond beautiful

but i really hate them! :( they make my legs look like giant ugly mofos! -.- awwww thank you :) i bet you are too! :D <3

Anonymous asked:
what would u change about ur body? u seem really confident though

my thighs. they have heaps of celulite! and i hate it :( oh and i wish i wasnt so tall! i am confident. i wouldnt wear a full bikini if i wasnt! 

Anonymous asked:
do honestly like yourself as a person?

yes and no. i love who i am as a person there is nothing i would change except some parts of  my body! other then that i love myself :)